Miss Daddy!

It has been almost 3 years we've stayed together, so I don't welcome long distance relationship anymore. Enough for 10 months after we've got married. Not anymore but I couldn't live at my comfort zone forever *sigh*. Ever since I heard hubby will be transferred to X, I keep wandering how's our life gonna be? Me n Ilyas? It's hard to handle my baby without my hubby be by my side. Sometimes I'm babbling that his absence is annoying, but spouse do have their ups n down in life, no? In fact it's just my emotion that takes over my wise thinking. Yes, I don't be rationale at certain times but living without him is something indescribable. I shout (at twitter) many times that I'm helpless when he's not around. Who's gonna buy Magnum ice-cream whenever suddenly I crave for it at night. Who's gonna push the stroller in the mall, carry heavy things for me or teach me how to constantly being emotionally strong. Tsk! I never go out with Ilyas, I mean just the two of us. Couldn't imagine that!!! Okay a bit exaggerating there but yeah it's difficult. Manja sgt so kena belajar independent!

I admit that hubby doesn't know how to giggle wiggle with Ilyas. In fact you gonna laugh when hearing to daddy - son's conversation. Skema! @___@ Sape2 nak dgr ayat mcm dlm buku teks tu haaaa boleh dgr thru the conversation :p

So now we're counting days (or perhaps months) to live 'separately'. Maybe some day we'll follow him as well. So daddy, hopefully we're going to survive tho we know it's hard. Hope it's just for a short period or just a temporary cycle. Life's going back to normal *crossing fingers*